the one thing that i'll never expect myself to get is gastric. why? because i'm very particular about food and am always eating. unfortunately, in the past few days, i was down with a fever, headache, chills, diarrhea and now, gastric. i am sorry i couldnt eat but i have not yet seen the doctor because no one in the house seemed to care to even help me to the doctor. now that i'm suffering from gastric pain 5 times a day, i think it's just better to get my ass in the car and drive myself to the doctor. i see now, that i'm just living a different way of life because, people who doesnt have anyone to care about them (because their family members DIED) will have to drive themselves to the hospital but I, on the other hand, will have to drive myself to the clinic... maybe i wasn't sick enough or probably just died in the eyes of others.

it's SO irritating.

maybe it's the pain talking. but i am so MAD.

Can I just say one thing?

ANARCHY!!!!